This is so sweet....

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!


1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.
2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.
3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.
6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.
8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.
10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.
11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............
12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, Jonas Brother, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.
15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something 'wrong.'
17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you > > love us.
18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
20. Never kick us in the nuts 'just to see what we would say'. That's just mean.
21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
24. PMS is not an excuse.
25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.
27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.
30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

2nd day!!!

Its the 2nd day of school and yeah i started to change my mind, maybe school's not that bad after all cause compared to the first day, we were separated into small groups and had some ice breaking games. It was kinda fun and it did draw our group members closer! hehe. in fact, i got to know some new friends today, and trust me, they are fun and really sporting! They shout out loud and make loud sounds, which, i really lurv to do so, hehe. However, towards the end of the day, we were asked to make our 15X30cm name tag (or should i call it name board?)!!! oh my gosh isn't it? its so huge and the worst part is we have to hang it around our neck for the rest of the week!! we had a tour around the school today, with the so-called name tag on of course, and all my friends were laughing and kept making the sound of a dog!! urrrgghh!!! whatever!! but the point is, today was fun.. hee =P

p.s. i'm starting to like school now...

First day of school=SUCKS!!!

Its the first day of school for form 6 and yet i hate going back to school now!

this morning when I got to school, all the seniors treated me as if i were a new kid at school, directing me to the dewan, told me i'm not allowed to wear earings, which looks just fine to me!!! urrgghhh!! i hate it man!!

Then when it comes to recess, (the part which i hate the most!!!!) i saw him!!!! and my first reaction was to turn and ran away! it was all yin's fault! she shouldn't have forced me to go for recess with her! >o< Seeing him makes me weak and all the feelings i was depressing suddenly burst out at that very moment! oh god, please, i don't wanna go back to that school again! will you please offer me a scholarship to overseas so that i don't have to see him again and suffer like hell?!

Listening to Better That We Break by maroon5.. i wanna cry d!!!

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

如果...是否...

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

Going out tmr.. *smile*

Going out with Pei Ling and Yin tomorrow but dunno why I just don't have that thrill, that excited mood that I usually have whenever I can go out with my friends. Is it because I'm still missing you? is it because I'm still mourning over your loss..? I miss you, a lot, much more than I can bear anymore. I think of you every single moment when I"m awake. I'm not being exaggerating, but this is just the truth. Every single thing around me reminds me of you. I took excessive care when I'm using knife cause you told me you once cut your finger, I make sure I jog almost everyday cause you told me to lose some weight, I stop myself from eating chocolate cause I'm waiting for the chocolate that you have promised to give me, I don't dare to off my phone at night when I sleep just in case you would call me, I reread all the text messages you have sent to me just so that I will not forget you, I dream of you almost every night, hoping we can do whatever things that we have not done yet, every step that I take I can't help thinking of you. I miss you, but why won't you feel the same too? Why won't you just give me a call and crap whatever it is like we used to? Is this really the ending? Can I have the 2nd episode? I don't want to lose you, cause I just can't take the pain..

I can wait forever...

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...



It is true that another day without you with me seems like a blade that cuts right through me. Do you know that my heart stops beating whenever you call and now that you're gone it just wont stop bleeding. I miss you and I'll wait for you to come back to me. I can wait forever.

I'm exhausted..

Just got back from Malacca last night, reached home around 8p.m. and found out that my sis was having high fever and ended up spending the whole night taking care of her as I'm the only one at home who's still on holiday. Finally, it was 6.30 in the morning and my mum took turn to take of her and I thought I can finally get a good sleep but things aren't always the way you want it to be as my mum woke me up at 8 and asked me to bring my sis to hospital. It was actually a government pusat kesihatan, and since it belongs to government, we waited from 9.17a.m. to 1p.m. then only we got to see the doctor. However, the blood test machine has broke down so the hospital staff will only give me a call if there is any problem with my sister's blood.. Gosh. Then, i reached home around 1.30p.m. and slept till 6.30p.m. I'm still tired thou...

nice article... Things are not always what they seem..

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.

'The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.'

'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later....

Moments when you are allowed to say OH SHIT!!!