I can't sleep =(

waking up in sweat at 9.30 just now and couldn't go back to sleep anymore.. its not like i didn't try, i tried by lying on bed and forced myself to sleep but i had been doing that for 3 hours and here i am, with wide-opened eyes =/ i miss you... i miss calling you in the middle of the night and complain to you that i can't sleep... i miss talking to you on the phone for hours even though that would mean TWO burning ears =P

p.s. lull me to sleep tonight...will you? =)

That, is not love

my dad hold my mum's hand while he was driving last night.. that reminded me of you cause you used to do that too =) it was sweet and nice, with my hand wrapped in yours, it somehow made me feel protected. BUT i know that feeling is not love, it was just me remembering the sweet moments we had and nothing more than that..

p.s. we're over, so just let our story be the history and face tmr with a smile =)