Yeah, its discouraging.

Sometimes it feels so tired that i'd tell myself, give it up Sher, there are other people who can do this job better than you do. Though i take the pride for being able to serve people, at a post i hate and enjoy at the same time, its really tiring. People's responds to me are often discouraging and hurtful. And i just dont feel like doing this anymore. Help me, Lord. Grant me the strength to continue, teach me to be a better class rep and help me to be more Christ-like.

Blue Diamond.

Seeing her photos in your phone, my heart shattered. for i know you are not a person who would simply let anyone to use your phone. What more is there to say when i saw the photo where she took it with your phone. But crying is not a resolution. Crying doesn't turn back time. And crying certainly doesn't make you mine. And what is the point of crying, when i know you wouldn't even value it.

For tears are precious blue diamonds. Its not worth to shed it for someone who doesn't care.