How do you respond when your mum tells you that she plans to divorce with your dad?
I told her to not worry about us, and do what she thinks is best for herself.
I then hung up, and cried.
Monday, March 31, 2014
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Gratitude
You must have freaked out when I cried huh? The surprise on your face was even more obvious when I told you that I had planned to come here to cry all along.
I'm sorry, I should have told you my plan before I came. But I was so depressed that I never gave anything else a second thought. I wanted to confide in you, and I came straight without thinking twice. I never even considered that crying in front of you would scare you or thought of what you would think of me seeing me in this state.
I'm just so tired, and preoccupied with this thought which blurs my vision. This realization has really hit me right in my face, I mean, really, how could I not have seen it coming? I felt like a scared little girl, with no where to turn to, and no one to cry to.
Then I thought of you, the one person who is always kind enough to bear with me. Thank you, JJ. Thank you for the words of comfort, for the prayer, and for letting me thrashed your place and invading your privacy. Thank you for letting me cry all I want, and yet knowing you wouldn't judge me for that.
Thank you. And above all, I thank God for this privilege of having you as a friend.
I'm sorry, I should have told you my plan before I came. But I was so depressed that I never gave anything else a second thought. I wanted to confide in you, and I came straight without thinking twice. I never even considered that crying in front of you would scare you or thought of what you would think of me seeing me in this state.
I'm just so tired, and preoccupied with this thought which blurs my vision. This realization has really hit me right in my face, I mean, really, how could I not have seen it coming? I felt like a scared little girl, with no where to turn to, and no one to cry to.
Then I thought of you, the one person who is always kind enough to bear with me. Thank you, JJ. Thank you for the words of comfort, for the prayer, and for letting me thrashed your place and invading your privacy. Thank you for letting me cry all I want, and yet knowing you wouldn't judge me for that.
Thank you. And above all, I thank God for this privilege of having you as a friend.
Friday, March 21, 2014
Thursday, March 20, 2014
是就说是，不是就说不是
从小，我们就被教导说诚实是一种美德，不可口是心非，是就要说是，不是就说不是。
可是长大了的我们，是否渐渐忘了这一点？
心里喜欢，嘴里却不承认。
心在战抖，表面却若无其事。
心在流泪，嘴角却已微微上扬。
心不愿意，头却已不由自主地点了一下。
心里渴望着一个拥抱，一个依靠的肩膀，
但是头脑却像刺猬一样保护着自己的心，
不让人靠近，不让人进来。
只因我怕。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的伤痕。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的脆弱。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的幼稚。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的脾气。
我怕，人看透我后，就会转身离开。
或许我们并没有忘记诚实是什么，
或许我们多了的只是一层保护色。
可是长大了的我们，是否渐渐忘了这一点？
心里喜欢，嘴里却不承认。
心在战抖，表面却若无其事。
心在流泪，嘴角却已微微上扬。
心不愿意，头却已不由自主地点了一下。
心里渴望着一个拥抱，一个依靠的肩膀，
但是头脑却像刺猬一样保护着自己的心，
不让人靠近，不让人进来。
只因我怕。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的伤痕。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的脆弱。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的幼稚。
我怕我太透明，人会看见我的脾气。
我怕，人看透我后，就会转身离开。
或许我们多了的只是一层保护色。
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
The Right Woman
A girl asked her dad, "How will I be able to find the right man for me?"
The dad answered, " Don't worry about finding the right man. Concentrate on becoming the right woman."
The dad answered, " Don't worry about finding the right man. Concentrate on becoming the right woman."
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