Gratitude

You must have freaked out when I cried huh? The surprise on your face was even more obvious when I told you that I had planned to come here to cry all along.

I'm sorry, I should have told you my plan before I came. But I was so depressed that I never gave anything else a second thought. I wanted to confide in you, and I came straight without thinking twice. I never even considered that crying in front of you would scare you or thought of what you would think of me seeing me in this state.

I'm just so tired, and preoccupied with this thought which blurs my vision. This realization has really hit me right in my face, I mean, really, how could I not have seen it coming? I felt like a scared little girl, with no where to turn to, and no one to cry to.

Then I thought of you, the one person who is always kind enough to bear with me. Thank you, JJ. Thank you for the words of comfort, for the prayer, and for letting me thrashed your place and invading your privacy. Thank you for letting me cry all I want, and yet knowing you wouldn't judge me for that.

Thank you. And above all, I thank God for this privilege of having you as a friend.