Another Day of My Life

I have been holiday-ing for almost 5 months since the last day I sat for my SPM paper... o.O but I had never notice how fast time has flied. It feels like I just sat for the last paper yesterday and I'm turning 18 in 3 months time!! gosh~!! i had always day dreamed on what will I be doing during the holidays after SPM, how mature will I be and all the stuff I had never done before to be done when I turn 18! And yet when I'm turning 18 soon, i have not done anything that I had always wanted to do nor did I mature.. I simply spent my holiday doing house chores, teaching the kids at kindergarten and sleeping most of the time! I never get to explore Malaysia, read all the books I have with me, mature, hang out with friends all the time, lose some weight and turn into a hot lady! oh great, my holidays are ending soon, and I'll be going for my form 6 and yet, I have done NOTHING so far and suddenly it seems to me that I had a 5-month-of-MEANINGLESS-and-BORING-holidays!! oh God, how could I have possibly lived through that 5 months and are STILL living it now?