I think you would be glad to hear this - I'm giving up on you, you're free to go now.
I had been trying so hard and so many times, to try to mark a clear boundary between us, as you have done it last year, but it seems like I'll never succeeded in doing so. Seriously, i don't understand what you have on your mind. You're nice to me most of the times, but at times you acted coldly, as if i were a stranger to you and these are the times where it really hurts. But i just can't do anything about it, just like Kelly Clarkson's song-My Life Would Sucks Without You. Yeah, I have to admit this, my life would sucks without you. I know i'm useless, making myself a puppet of yours willingly, letting you toying around with my feelings and yet couldn't draw myself away from you. You're like a drug to me, I can't live a day without hearing your voice. I have to stop myself from taking this drug anymore since you're leaving me soon. So please, let me go, and you're free to go too. Cause by doing so you're not only saving my soul but also getting rid of me, this burden of yours, at the same time, isn't this what you want? I'm a human too, I'm a human made of flesh who has feelings like you and the others and I'm tired now. I'm tired of being toying around, so please, let me go and set yourself free.
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